face your enemy.

i knew this day would come.
the day when i crashed again.
maybe it’s just too overwhelming. you know. the massive pile of work right in front of your eyes, when you know you have the right to choose not to accept them during the holiday season. But you did. cause you want to lead a fulfilling life or to help a friend.
and when this happens, i start to think negatively once again.
seriously, mankind is way too weak.
the only enemy that i can recall up till now is probably the negative side of me.
whenever im tired. i just feel like letting go and taking many steps back.
so here’s my venting ground.
i rant and rant and rant and rant and rant….
and now i feels perfectly alright and having the drive to continue what im doing once again.
brace yourself, work hard, do your best,
for tml will always be a better day.
YES LAH!
daz.

are you ready?

OFF TO ARTSCAMP 2009!
from 26 June to 1 July!
it’s time to tire myself out from having fun! WHEE!
daz.

artscamp happy commercial!

5 more days to day 0 of ARTSCAMP 2009!

http://artscamp.nusartsclub.org/index.html

be there or be square!
daz.

yearning for a smile.

今晚的夜空充满着无数的星星
很开心又能见到熟悉的面孔
在大家的欢笑声中
带着一丝的感伤
在这灰色空间里
希望大家都能抛开所有不愉快的事情
如果心早已疲惫
如果双眼充满着泪
那就合上双眼快快的入睡
因为在你梦里
我会尽我所有的全力
把那乌云给吹走
所以当你醒来的时候
你将会看见那片蓝天
载着你的梦想
载着你的希望
还有我一直都在期盼的笑容
所以
别想太多
因为明天真的会更好
=)
daz.

worth it?

i dont know honestly.
i think what im doing now, what i choose to do is worth it.
though im not exactly delighted abt everything that im doing, i still think is worth it.
coz life is bittersweet, it’s not all that good afterall.
it doesn’t feel good to know that trying your best at everything you do brings about wagging tongues,whether is in front or behind you. but still, it’s worth it.
sorry loveloves and to my family for choosing work at times over all of you. that love told me proj or cca, not worth it lah. but i still think it’s worth it.
it’s all a matter of life experiences, whether you enjoy or hate it, it’s still worth it.
i can let go but i dont want to because im not a quitter.
and you cannot understand because you are doing things that you like and isn’t in my situation.
so no matter what, i’ll stay strong and move on.
coz every little single thing that i’m doing now,
it’s just worth it.
daz.

*daisy, hope u learnt your lesson. To know how to reject people and stop being too good. you’re really hurting yourself this time round.

The CNMs’09 & ArtsCamp!

Woo! i’m going to use my blog as another avenue to publicize the camps we are organizing for the newly-enrolled freshmen!

NUS CNM SOCIETY PRODULY PRESENTS: FRESHMEN SOCIAL CAMP – THE CNMS!

Are you ready to experience freshmen camps the CNM way?

Interested to know more about the Communications & New Media Programme in FASS?
Want to know more friends in your newly enrolled university?
Or simply just want to relax and enjoy yourself in our 3 days 2 nights chalet-styled camp before your first hectic semester starts?

Say YES!

We guarantee you’ll be able to experience all these in our Annual Freshmen Social Camp!

We present the CNMs 2009, a different style, a different way to experience freshmen camps!
We believe in creating long-lasting bonds and friendships that will eventually create a more satisfying experience in your course of study.
What’s more! We are here to answer your burning questions and advise you on anything related to CNM, FASS or the vibrant school life in NUS.

Come and experience the warm welcome to NUS the CNMs way!

Date: 8th – 10th July 2009
Venue: NUS & The Chevrons
Fees: S$35/-
Highlights: Amazing Race, Food Hunt, BBQ and KTV

For more information,
Do visit our official website at http://thecnms09.wordpress.com,
Or contact Nikki, the Project Director for THE CNMs @ 9320 1812,
Or simply, email your enquiries to cnmcamp09@gmail.com.

Teasers for The CNMs’09!

Actual Poster!

ARTSCAMP 2009 – ANGELS & DEMONS!
As for artscamp, the 1st two days of registration were held over the weekends and we received overwhelming responses. So freshmen, if you wanna be a part of this rockingly-fun camp, do register early on 20th & 21st June, from 12-2pm & 6-8pm at Raffles City Starbucks!
Visit http://artscamp.nusartsclub.org/ for more detailed information and photos =)
SEE YOU THERE AT BOTH CAMPS!
daz.

happiness is the king.

today i come to realise that the world has been in a silly state for such a long time.
we, some apathetic citizens have been so driven by material gains and the capitalist society that we’ve all lost our true self.
because from birth till now, what i’ve experienced and seen, interacting with social elites, i realised everyday is just a struggle between different people.
we compete for territories, money, grades, awards, reputation, fame, titles, for what?
the only reason why im glad that i took sociology is because the module thought me that most of the things in life are socially constructed, which includes the factors i’ve listed above.
and now u see, after deconstructing this whole ideology and taking away the socially constructed part, i realised that all the factors are meaningless and worthless.

today is results day! and to me, the grades reflected in the system that flash across my eyes are just alphabets. A, B, C to me are like the first few things my parents taught me when i was a little kid. I feel this way because what we do, what we are fighting hard for now is simply happiness.
We want more land, so that we can exploit it to earn more money.
With money, we can buy more of our wants which creates demand for the capitalist society.
So, individuals are happy and corporations are happy too!
and as a matter of fact, the underlying result that we want to achieve isn’t it happiness?
to me it is. very true.
People always say they want to be happy, they want to live life to the fullest.
and when things don’t go their way, they forgot all about what they’ve said.
it is amusing yet hard to control because we are humans. we are built that way.

so ain’t life easy and simple?
happiness is what we ultimately need and want. and the best thing about happiness is that it’s not socially constructed but self defined. That’s why it isn’t that hard at all.
Just expect lesser and enjoy the simplest of life.
Be contented with what you have now.
Be happy cause you’re alive and kicking at this moment
and
be grateful to know what happiness truly means to you.
daz.

vienna teng.

I still remember vividly the first time i heard her song “cityhall”, it was so captivating and mind-blowing!
u know, i hardly describe songs in this way. But that was literally how i felt every time i listen to her songs. She has a voice of her own, coupled with her expressive piano playing skills, she’s definitely someone I would pay to watch her showcases or concerts, no matter how much they cost. I truly admire this artiste, and every representation of her song is filled with great power and emotion. This is the kind of music i appreciate much and hope one fine day, i’ll be able to meet her in person.

Now, I present to you with much honour – Vienna Teng!

I’ve been listening to this song every day and night, before I sleep, the moment i wake up and during travelling. and yes, it’s on repeat mode. So i only hear this song, and it has been 5 days and counting! lol.
hope u all like it. Vienna on piano and Alex Wong on drums.

MY FAVOURITE SONG! for many many months until Antebellum came along. lol!

This is a popular chinese song called ru guo. Her voice is the bomb!

feel so alive by just dedicating this post to vienna teng alone!
enjoy the very best in life.
daz.

lights out.

I’m lying in bed right now!
Listening to Vienna teng’s Antebellum song and blogging on my itouch once again.
In this total pitch of darkness, I’m glad that my day went well and I’m happy that my work is done! Tomorrow is gonna be another busy day.. But still, I’m happy! Hope you are too goodnight loves!
daz.

The Future of Technology

Can you believe it? I’m actually blogging from my itouch! This is ultimate coolness and I believe in the future to come, technologies will get smarter and transcend us into a world of unlimited possibilities take care everyone and all the best to those who are studying and working hard!
daz.