人是个矛盾的动物

人
往往就是这样
一心想往前走
却一直会回头看

人
往往就是这样
一脸装作不在乎
却在心里想知道答案

人
往往就是这样
累了却不放手
却要撑到最后

人
往往就是这样
在你不知情况的同时
你是个矛盾的动物

give me a sign and tell me what to do.
daz.

breakthroughs.

I suddenly have this urge to blog after such a long break from blogging. Nothing much. Been really busy with school because of the high hopes I’ve pinned on myself to be a dean lister someday. It may seem far for an ordinary student like me. But I gotta believe this day will come if i work really hard for it. So, I’ve been nerding real hard just to make another dream come true once again. Life is hard. But I’ll breeze through this rough ride with hope and faith.

I promise to make this blog a lively one when my finals are over and stay tuned! Cause I’ve lots of amazing stories to tell….

Lastly, this mv is so nice! the story, the female lead, the song, perfect for someone like you.
daz.

short break from books!

the sky is sooo hazy today!
I can barely see another area clearly out of my windows.
After so many days of reading my NM3215 Advertising Strategies textbook, I decided to take a break and blog something out.
well. I’m still so busy afterall, though I’ve quitted most of my CCAs and commitments. I guessed being busy runs in my blood, and I can’t really escape from it. Feel like getting away from this bustling city and experience some crazy adventures instead. Maybe to Africa, to Alaska or even back to my favourite country, Japan! But gotta save up first =)

Talking about music, I have been listening to sodagreen new songs everyday! lol. Can’t deny the fact that the lead singer is awesomely talented. His voice is unique and most importantly, he composes songs like it’s an extremely easy task that he incorporates into his life everyday. How i wish one fine day, I can be just like him. Sitting at a corner, hugging a guitar and writing songs like nobody’s business. I’m still naively waiting for this day to arrive =( to end off this post, shall present to you some cool youtube videos!

gawd. this kind of music is really so nice to listen to! Just makes my mood so relaxed and happy once again =)

and for the local talents i’ve always been supporting, Tay Kewei & Olivia Ong =)

OH YES, if you happen to have time to drop by my NM2208 Principles of Visual Communications’ blog, here it is – www.designwithme.wordpress.com =)

daz.

09.09.09

WOO! finally, 09 Sept 09!
it’s a great day to get married, but i’m the one doing so. HAHA!
on another note, I believed today is going to be a lovely day for me =)
hope it’s a good one for you too!

The most amazing thing is that Jason Mraz can freestyle anywhere and anytime he wants! with a stranger by the street somemore.. you have my respect, Mr. Mraz.
daz.

This is my now.

The past few months, I’ve been chasing a dream to surpass what I can achieve as a human being. Not able to eat well and sleep well, I possess some kind of overpowering strength, a life full of vitality to achieve the impossible. Until a certain stage, where i hit my limit, I realize it’s time to hit the stop button. This is it.

1 month ago, I was still the individual when I tell myself, YES YOU CAN! YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING IN LIFE! My turning point came on the day of 23 August 2009, when i was awaken by some mysterious force. The force, named adulthood, was indeed thought-provoking.

When you realized you’ve reached a certain stage of your life, and you can’t turn back time, you tend to be serious in everything you do. I don’t mean i’m not serious in the past. But it may seem that I’m serious over the wrong things in life. Yup, i agree i do more life planning now, balancing my time with my loved ones more tactfully. But the most important lesson I’ve learnt as the clock strikes 12 midnight on 23 august was the lesson on TREASURING.

I admit i didn’t know how to treasure people nor things around me in the past. Not as much as what others see me as. Sometimes, I even take things for granted. Adulthood acted as a wake up call and put an end to my ignorant behavior. Now, I know how to appreciate the small details that made life beautiful and memorable. Whether is a comforting hug, a call of concern, or even a heartwarming action, I’m lucky to have encounter all these great moments =)

Some of my friends commented I’ve changed a lot. I felt, they too were changing just as rapidly. Probably right now, I’m not the previous Daisy they’ve known. The one who puts in her best efforts to get things done, or the one who is a workaholic and who doesn’t need rest at all. Now, my life doesn’t revolve so much around work anymore. While everyone around me continues to strive for the best and do what they feel they have passion in, I’m slowing down to enjoy life – to spend more time with people whom i treasure, to create fulfilling memories that i treasure, and last but not least, to grab hold of time, which is the only unstoppable element i’ll always treasure to fulfill my dreams in life.

This post will mark my biggest transformation in life and to the people I’ve once met with fate and love, thank you so much for shaping who I am today and I wish all of you well for the future to come. Here’s a song dedicated to you all. Enjoy!

the new daz.

a whirlpool of emotions

helloooo world! greetings to all!
I’ve once again broken my own limits, soaring high to fulfill whatever tasks that lay before me.
Within the past 3 months, I’ve achieved tremendous results for myself. I’ve rediscovered the strategy of planning events and working with people. I’ve met different people and seen the different sides of them. Some were awesome, but some were rather disappointing.

Lesson one. The most important lesson i’ve taken from the 5 camps is that no matter what happens, staying true to yourself is the most important. That includes delivering whatever things one has promised to do and never back them out.

Lesson two. I realized with humans around, there are bound to be ranting here and there. But it’s quite contradictory to link positivism and complaints together. It’s quite amazing sometimes to see how people can voice out their awful dissatisfactions, yet transforming into a really nice person the next time round in front of the affected parties. Though i refused to see the ugly sides of them each and every time, i can’t help it as this contradiction is way too overpowering for me to handle.

Lesson three. No matter how much you are unwilling to do something, in the end, you’ll succumb to your principles and drive yourself to achieve the impossible. It’s been a long and tough fight as a videographer for oweek. But i’m really glad I outdid myself this time round with all the expectations set for my role.

Lesson four. Silence is really golden in some cases while planning camps. It’s better to talk less and ponder more.

Lesson five. It’s all in the mind. How you feel, what you think about, definitions of everything, it’s all up to you to define it yourself.

The past 3 months have been another exciting chapter of my life. Whatever emotions that i’ve had, what friends i’ve made, and whatever memories i’ve created, i know all these will change my life yet again. Thank you to all who have left all the footprints in my life and for me to rediscover myself and this complicated world. Rest well my friends before school starts! see all of you around in school!
daz.

face your enemy.

i knew this day would come.
the day when i crashed again.
maybe it’s just too overwhelming. you know. the massive pile of work right in front of your eyes, when you know you have the right to choose not to accept them during the holiday season. But you did. cause you want to lead a fulfilling life or to help a friend.
and when this happens, i start to think negatively once again.
seriously, mankind is way too weak.
the only enemy that i can recall up till now is probably the negative side of me.
whenever im tired. i just feel like letting go and taking many steps back.
so here’s my venting ground.
i rant and rant and rant and rant and rant….
and now i feels perfectly alright and having the drive to continue what im doing once again.
brace yourself, work hard, do your best,
for tml will always be a better day.
YES LAH!
daz.

are you ready?

OFF TO ARTSCAMP 2009!
from 26 June to 1 July!
it’s time to tire myself out from having fun! WHEE!
daz.

artscamp happy commercial!

5 more days to day 0 of ARTSCAMP 2009!

http://artscamp.nusartsclub.org/index.html

be there or be square!
daz.

yearning for a smile.

今晚的夜空充满着无数的星星
很开心又能见到熟悉的面孔
在大家的欢笑声中
带着一丝的感伤
在这灰色空间里
希望大家都能抛开所有不愉快的事情
如果心早已疲惫
如果双眼充满着泪
那就合上双眼快快的入睡
因为在你梦里
我会尽我所有的全力
把那乌云给吹走
所以当你醒来的时候
你将会看见那片蓝天
载着你的梦想
载着你的希望
还有我一直都在期盼的笑容
所以
别想太多
因为明天真的会更好
=)
daz.