the moment.

The older generations like to draw up a future plan; a plan that will secure their future lives. No matter whether is it financial, family, personal or any other aspects, as long as the plan provides emotional or physical security, it is worth it. I used to draw up plans as well; after education, after marriage, after 40 yrs of age, for my music dream, etc. But what i realised is of utmost importance is to live for the moment and not think about what is going to happen. Only then, will I cherish everything that I have for this particular moment and not take advantage of it. Only then, will I live my life wholeheartedly without any regrets. It’s not about the past nor the future, it’s about appreciating the moment
daz.

sandwiched

I know how does the motionless sardine feels like being clipped in between 2 pieces of bread. This familiar situation happens now and then. One thing for sure, I can’t be pleasing everyone around me. I know there are expectations, rules, roles and responsibilities. For now, think and act wisely and take responsibilities for every decisions that you made. Listen close and hard. No matter what, that bright sunny beautiful day will befall a raging optimist. So brace yourself up and keep up the never say die attitude, for every good decision will prevail.
daz.

when life is like a highway.

life is like a highway
where it is a definite one way street
life is like a highway
where problems are cured by raging speed
life is like a highway
when meaningful reflections set in
life is like a highway
when it’s the holiday

my life is like a highway right now. The clock is ticking fast and every second is passing by swiftly. This holiday i’ve being reflecting a lot about the past and feelings grew stronger. Maybe it’s because the new year is approaching. For many things in life that i thought i never will believe in, i believed. I know it isnt easy to spot and appreciate the small little beautiful things in life, but i guessed i’ve discovered them during this holiday. My life: Music, Family, Ambience, BASociety, AGRADE, NERDS, J, and many many countless friends that I’ve met with honour and respect, thank you for everything. Though feelings and distances might not be well depicted, memories of this part of my life will be locked up and cherished. I think i’ve grown pretty much in character and as a better person. That’s why i want to dedicate this post to the people whom i want to thank specially. My grandparents, My parents, my sister, Miss Chew, Indah, Christina, Joyce, Shihui, Kewei, Jackey and Gloria. Though some of them i don’t really know them well, they are indeed a major part of my life and made me realised how i should live my life. so thankyou and thankyou! my dear precious friends, for the happiness you have in life, treasure it
daz.

back from afar

alright. it’s not that far afterall.
but i’ve been missing you guys and missing in action for coming to a month already.
yeap. exams are over and im happily embracing the happy holidays right now!
btw, if u are concerned for my exams, im sure time will tell when my results are out on the 23rd of dec, which i’m starting to wonder whether my christmas this season will be a jolly good one.
so, just what have i been doing for the past few days?
nothing much actually. I’ve been shutting myself up in the room whole day from 1pm-5am writing songs all day and night, just wanting to cut my very own album. yes! you’ve seen and heard it correctly! I have decided to produce my very own album to encourage myself in the future years that i’ve once chased my dream hard and never let myself down in this area.
and nope, if you’re thinking that i’m just another dreamer who’s thinking about fame and being a big shot in future. Not exactly. I just want to honour this part of my life when im always happy and enjoying every moment when i’m writing music or doing song production. Cause i feel that this is me. This is how i convey what i feel and think about everything. This is how i speak with the world
Anyway, some of my friends have listened to my first song and gave me some valuable comments. Kinda sad that not many pay attention to the lyrics. well, I kind of speak through the words rather than the melody. But anyway, I guess that many of them would listen to the music aspect since im talking abt cutting an album. So some professionalism should be injected in it. I’ll still do my best for it though. Thanks!

My first ever gathering for this hols was with Joanne & Shuqin (my 2 dearest friends from GYSS). Happy and excited to meet them after 3 long years. We had a nice meal at the jap restaurant at Taka and reminisce our secondary schlife. It was pretty hilarious and to some extent, disappointed. Im kind of stuck at this situation right now where i feel that human beings are bad, after what i’ve been thru in sec sch and poly, together with stuffs like terrorism, massacre, etc. Seriously, what is wrong with the world nowadays. I don’t really understand. What do they gain from doing all these stupid acts? I guess only they know it.

Having said that, my plans for this holiday is quite wonderful. I’m planning to just slack my way through with lots of partying, gatherings, music production, youtubing, reading, running and last but not least, SHOPPING! haha.
basically just enjoying my time and maybe spending more time with ambience and my family! Before i forget, thanks to the 21 members who joined ambience for the recent recruitment drive. Hope we’ll all have a good time during S.H.E events! haha. I’m hitting the sack soon coz i’m really tired after sleeping at 5am for the past 3 nights. take care all! and i’ll be seeing some of you soon for the coming week! goodnight my dear friends!
daz.