post it note!

Recently, I’ve been watching You’re my destiny, better known as 命中注定我爱你. A drama full of talented casts, with an addictive plot. I think i shed quite a fair share of tears in the miscarriage scene. As for laughters, you’ll know how funny the show can be after you get a chance to watch it. Anyway, there’s this character in the show I applauded for. 便利贴女孩, also known as post it note girl. why? why this interesting nickname? I somehow see a part of myself in her. In the show, everyone calls her that because to all of us, post it note is something which is only important when needed, thrown aside when unnecessary, ordinary and easily forgotten. The character is an innocent girl, with a simple mentality and is someone who doesn’t reject people because she was afraid to offend everyone around her. YES! I thought my character was shaped exactly like that too. You might diasgree, but based on the fact that I helped many people up till now, whom some of them did take advantage of every help I offered, I have to agree 便利贴女孩 was somehow like me. So, will I ever meet a charming prince like her? HAHA!

Well, but if you were to take away the sad parts of my life story, it would seemed to perfect for me. So i guessed this would be good. With a little of the ups and the downs, the bitter and the sweet, I think i can handle almost all obstacles that are coming in my future pathway. Stronger, better and definitely, more confident and positive: 便利贴女孩,加油! and….
YAYNESS! cause the new semester has just commenced!
daz.

age.d

Interesting! Do you realise that people talk about age now and then? Age; something that ignites a high level of women’s sensitivities. As for men, age signifies a degree of respect and value. It always seems to me that mankind would rather choose to go back to their youthful days rather than uplooking on their senior citizens’ lifestyles. As for me, I’m so looking forward to adulthood that no one ever take my words for real. In my parents’ eyes, I’m always a little child. In my very own eyes, I see someone ready to take on the world and be responsible for everything that she does. I see myself earning money every month, buying a nice flat with contemporary designs, having a family and taking care of them, and pursuing my dreams. Though I’m not very good at expressing what I feel at times, it’s a fact that everyone around me has aged slowly, especially my supportive parents. This year, at the age of 21, I finally can have the chance to officially step into adulthood. A new phrase of my life, I hope that I can face everything with a matured mentality and it’s time for me to express my love for my aged parents. Now, I’m waiting for myself to graduate from NUS, so that I can have a bigger opportunity to prove to my parents and the rest that I’ve grown up. Independence is what i yearn for and I’ll work extremely hard to learn how to take care of myself. Be strong and prove to the world that you can if you want to.
Daz.

change is the only unchangeable fact

life is dynamic. life is a process. life is a journey. life is change.
it is indeed undeniable that life is full of changes. However, these changes are seemingly so incorporated into our lives, like they were meant to be there as planned; like part and parcel of our lives.
I believed some parts of our life stories are destined to happen. For many cases, we were disappointed because outcomes weren’t the ones we expected. So, we blamed ourselves for not putting in enough efforts. We blamed ourselves for not doing a good job. Now, i have a different perspective. How about twisting the story and accepting the change? No matter who, no matter what, no matter when, no matter where, no matter why, no matter how, comprehend and accept changes around you. In all cases, I believed the conclusion will definitely be something more rewarding than a regretful face packed with complaints, blames and sulks.
The lesson that i’ve learnt in the past has not gone to waste. There is nothing in this world that is unchangeable. Not love. Not people. Not trust. Not loyalty. Not character. Not plans. Not attitudes. Not beliefs. Not even who i am today. Because the truth is that change is the only unchangeable fact, and the only way to conquer and manage it well is to accept it with a willing heart.
daz.

my life in 2008.

Another year has slowly crept away, leaving with me the deepest footprints of memories. We laughed, we cried, and now it’s the time to move on once again. The bad that has once existed, may it leave with the colours of the wind. Let bygones be bygones. Live and let live. The good that has once stepped into our lives, may it be appreciated as it was intended. As I close my eyes tonight to await a brand new day tomorrow, let those wonderful memories of 2008 be locked up deep in my heart, for I’m ready to embrace the year of 2009.

Thanks for everything that has happened in 2008. An eventful year with a thrilling roller-coaster ride, which made me grew up pretty fast and strong. Living in this ever-changing world, sometimes you got to fall back on what is most important to you and never ever give up, even when it is the end of the world. This song, the perfect words which depicted how dedicated someone can be, listen with your heart.
daz.