now you see me, now you dont.

i thought it would be a courtesy to officially bid farewell to my loyal readers before i visit exile island for the time being. just in case you didn’t know what island that is..

exile island: an island featured in the reality show “survivor”, where a sole survivor will be isolated away from their usual campsites and spend the next few days by him/herself at the island.

and obviously, my exile island would be my very own home. probably at one isolated corner or the cupboard, whichever that can allow me to memorize 12 chapters of marketing tomorrow in a day.
not exactly nervous nor excited.
im just facing my exams this time with a light-hearted attitude and hope that i can scrap through each and everyone of them with at least a B reflected on judgement day.
bless me everyone.

and for those who’s interested. here’s my exam schedule.
27/04 – Making Sense of Society
29/04 – Interactive Media Design & Principles of Marketing
05/05 – Introduction to Japanese Studies
06/05 – Media Writing

alright. the sociology textbook is yelling at my name right now.
so, all the best to those who are mugging right now!
anytime, anywhere, anyone need a rant to destress, the hotline is open 24/7 for you! lol….
till the next time i’ll blog,
daz.

still my all-time fave! lol =D enjoy!

live high.

AH! this is barking mad.. facing my notes, readings, textbooks every now and then!
yeap. it’s the exam period once again.
and no doubt, im trying my very best to aim to be a D-student this sem once again. i mean D for dean’s list!
but sadly, i admit i havent had the urge to ace my exams this time round.
probably too busy immersing myself with CCA stuffs before study break, whatever it is, arts club or cnm soc.
so exams are here! meaning another semester is going to be over real soon.
i wish time could stop but yet, i wanna step into adulthood and embrace the freedom of life.
ive been thinking…
how nice if i can grow up, get a stable job, earn lots of money, buy a flat, invite them over to my place and we’ll spend the night playing rockband or HTHT! lol.
yea. that’s how life should be.
every minute, every second, every moment, just spend it with the precious ones in my heart.
live high loveloves!
i love you all <3
daz.

黑夜过后

我知道你的难过
我知道有些事情很难忘记
也知道有的时候不能乐观的面对这一切
但又如何呢
身为你的朋友
能不能告诉我
我能做什么才能让你开心？
就算是一点点的笑容
我都会期待着
也会在这里守候着
陪你等下一个天亮
黑夜过后的下一个天亮….

daz.

hope.

the rain always tells me that no matter what, the sky will clear up after that.
you can see the golden rays emerging from the sun, the spirit of light.
and if you’re pretty lucky, an arc of rainbow.
i love the aftermath of rain.
the smell of the cold wind. the misty and fresh look of the world after a cold bath.
and i can see HOPE, when the world is smiling at me.
i look out of the window and i see speeding cars and people strolling along the streets.
i see that time is continuously running.
i see that life has to move on.
i see my direction once again.

so to every single soul on earth, don’t hold back. don’t live in the past. move on and embrace the future =D
so glad that positivism has dominated once again.

daz.

self-deception

as the night creeps in, and i stare blankly at the white ceiling once again…
i’ve been thinking… why am i in such a bad shape recently?
my mind is in a whirl. my heart keeps deceiving itself.
i feel so helpless and useless most of the time.
can’t help my family, to foster stronger relationships.
can’t help my friends, to ease their pain in problems.
can’t even help myself, as exams are nearing.
seriously, what the heck i’ve been doing recently?
my life is in a big big mess now, as i start to see the bigger picture.
sometimes, i really hope to understand you better. a whole lot better actually.
to be able to know your thoughts and feel your emotions.
so that at least, i know i can do something to make you feeling a little better.
which i can’t right now.
argh! hate this feeling. seeing my dear friends been caught up with their stuffs, and i can’t do much about it. it somehow breaks my heart. daisy ah. u’re really useless you know.

so, exams are nearing. Haven’t been eating and sleeping well. couldn’t really find the motivation to study hard, other than when meeting the bunch of loveloves, whom will never fail to put many smiles on my face. probably a run, a long bus ride, a song, a sleep, a movie, and maybe a smile from you can make me feel much better. so i’m going to once again wish upon the brightest stars in the universe, give everyone around me everlasting happiness.

self-denial. self-deception. mental-torture. end.
daz.

a wake-up call.

tonight, i’ve come to realise that,
i have to be sensible. i have to grow up quicker than i expected.
think before i act. think before i talk.
i shldnt let my parents or my dearest friends worry about me anymore.
and how can i let them suffer in this way?
really. seriously.
daisy, 21 years is not easy to come by. you got to know how to be more appreciative and count your blessings. dont ever take anything for granted. show that you got the capability to care for others, not to mention much for yourself. don’t be so kiddish already. be responsible for every decision that you made. press on. work hard. and you’ll excel.

these 4 days is all i need for me to grow up fast.
daz.