This is my now.

The past few months, I’ve been chasing a dream to surpass what I can achieve as a human being. Not able to eat well and sleep well, I possess some kind of overpowering strength, a life full of vitality to achieve the impossible. Until a certain stage, where i hit my limit, I realize it’s time to hit the stop button. This is it.

1 month ago, I was still the individual when I tell myself, YES YOU CAN! YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING IN LIFE! My turning point came on the day of 23 August 2009, when i was awaken by some mysterious force. The force, named adulthood, was indeed thought-provoking.

When you realized you’ve reached a certain stage of your life, and you can’t turn back time, you tend to be serious in everything you do. I don’t mean i’m not serious in the past. But it may seem that I’m serious over the wrong things in life. Yup, i agree i do more life planning now, balancing my time with my loved ones more tactfully. But the most important lesson I’ve learnt as the clock strikes 12 midnight on 23 august was the lesson on TREASURING.

I admit i didn’t know how to treasure people nor things around me in the past. Not as much as what others see me as. Sometimes, I even take things for granted. Adulthood acted as a wake up call and put an end to my ignorant behavior. Now, I know how to appreciate the small details that made life beautiful and memorable. Whether is a comforting hug, a call of concern, or even a heartwarming action, I’m lucky to have encounter all these great moments =)

Some of my friends commented I’ve changed a lot. I felt, they too were changing just as rapidly. Probably right now, I’m not the previous Daisy they’ve known. The one who puts in her best efforts to get things done, or the one who is a workaholic and who doesn’t need rest at all. Now, my life doesn’t revolve so much around work anymore. While everyone around me continues to strive for the best and do what they feel they have passion in, I’m slowing down to enjoy life – to spend more time with people whom i treasure, to create fulfilling memories that i treasure, and last but not least, to grab hold of time, which is the only unstoppable element i’ll always treasure to fulfill my dreams in life.

This post will mark my biggest transformation in life and to the people I’ve once met with fate and love, thank you so much for shaping who I am today and I wish all of you well for the future to come. Here’s a song dedicated to you all. Enjoy!

the new daz.